Claustrophobia.

Start by listening to this. Pay attention to the lyrics, too. Especially when she says the bit about 'something wrong with every plan of my life'. Just about captures exactly how I feel.

A few months ago, I started off by saying I'd un-dramatize life. Just when I thought I'd gotten to a good start, the bi*&h kicked me in the butt!

Something's gotta get better soon, eh?

My dream, and I know I'm saying this for the gazillionth time, is to become hope-less. And soon.